Thought Disorder

Thursday, January 24, 2008

Thanks to Nicholas I've decided to run for House Comm! :} The irony here is that Nicholas is running as well and we're running for the same post. (Inserts laughter) The competition in our house is so scary I can just faint now. Our house has the largest population amongst the others and the other contenders look like Captains-to-be. Oh well but it's just for the sake of experience and all :D I guess there's no harm trying/vying for the post. But still ,VOTE FOR ME!!! Okay I'm not even filling in my application form yet. HAHA.

School update: School has been really bad these days, with the homework catastrophe, bullet-train-speed lectures and all. So few subjects but so much homework. People say school will get worse as we inch towards promos and the ultimate A's. I feel so scared thinking about the tests/promos we're approaching, and how I'm going to flop them. These few weeks are going to be so hectic and messy because of the overflowing homework and tutorials, plus the fact that my Nanjing buddy is arriving on Sunday, and is here to stay at my house for one solid week. My room is still in a state of chaos with papers strewn everywhere. And I ain't doing anything to relieve the homework overload for the weekend, particularly Saturday. Help.

On a last note, I'm such a qualified China Studs student because I got an A2 for Higher Chinese!(:

10:41 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Hello I'm so tired and utterly drained. Weeks are feeling like years, although lessons are not as packed as that of junior high's. Tomorrow is finally Friday and that makes me so happy and exhilarated. Saturday is mainly reserved for sleeping and mugging. Sleep sleep sleep. Mug mug mug. I'm hit by a sudden pang of gladness that I'm no longer working part-time. I get to save so much time, and I get to do much productive stuff like mugging (I'm such a good student yo) .Oh did I mention that I love Google Translate? It really catapults my progress when I'm working on China Studs issues/homework. I sincerely thank Google for having such abfab language tools.

I seriously need 48 hours a day, and 10 hours of sleep.

9:59 PM

Monday, January 14, 2008

I'm so traumatised by China Studs. Cries. I'm still working on/editing& adding on more stuffs to my thinking question when I can't even think in the first place because the Chinese words make me so confused!! (T.T) And I've been guilty of lifting content from the passages for the article summaries. Okay and I've just memorised the map of China for tomorrow's test! Wonderful, NOT. I've no idea how am I supposed to concoct the essay!! The structure and all? Am I supposed to add extra stuff, or not?

Oh, it's just two years.

8:16 PM

Saturday, January 12, 2008

煤=COAL

I so hate reading Chinese passages.

7:58 PM

Friday, January 11, 2008

I LOVE FRIDAYS BECAUSE THE FOLLOWING DAY IS A SATURDAY.

HOMEWORK STATUS: Uh I'm 4/5 through China Studs articles (Exclude the reading of minuscule Chinese characters + doing a report on it ) and I'm 1/2 done with my 2 lunwen questions (500 words!). Double yaye for Chinese. &Felicia has decided to be hardworking for a weekend and finish homework tomorrow. So that I can sleep the entire Sunday away. Apparently. I srsly require 10hours of sleep per day to recharge my body but I'm only getting 5-7hours daily, which makes a huge difference. Doesn't it. Hello It's Caffeine Time.

Anyway for the 5 articles for CSC, I've ironically chosen the topic on 煤矿 when I have absolutely no idea what is 煤. I'm so brilliant luh. Hello what is that huh? Can someone tell me? I just know it's a resource, and it's limited? Uhhh I'm such a smartypants alright. And SheeWei has just enlightened me on how to make the dwarf-sized Chinese characters on web pages look bigger. I'm saved. The long articles filled with Chinese words are so scary. It's like reading those descriptive comprehension passages in HCL papers. I read and digest the content so slowly that a snail could crawl past me and I'm still at the first paragraph. ZZZ.

And like, I'm pretty upset that I can't participate in Chingay's mass dance (forgoing the money and attractive CIP hours!!!!) because my tuition begins next Sunday, and it clashes with the practices. &Today's like the last day we're wearing the metal buttons uniform, so Goodbye Metal Buttons, I Won't Miss You At All.

So there.

10:11 PM

Thursday, January 10, 2008

Life is so preposterous.

My CCA crisis is over like okay we had trials in the afternoon after my entire day of worrying and then after the trials they told us that all of us were in? So yaye. I'm happy but dumbfounded at the same time. So I'm not joining sailing afterall and then they told me that there were vacancies. Hello big joke. The weirdest thing happening is that whenever I sleep early (10+pm?) I'll wake up late the next day and it's rushhhhhhhhing time.

I should just go and do my tutorials now although I don't feel like it && I've like fricking LUNWENXZXZ to finish by this Sunday + some CSC articles. Ugh. The Chinese input programme has totally given up on me zzz. Oh I've just figured out how to use it. I'm gonna do Chem Tuts now kbye.

6:57 PM

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

Today was such a bad day. I hate today like fffff.

I can't believe it. I'm like an official cca reject with no cca to join, unless I get through the trials tomorrow. Hurt!! Please acceptxzxz me I'm like a homeless person now save for co. Okay wait I mean I'm so going to pwnz the rest at the trials tomorrow. 3 people vying for a vacancy, and if you do the math the probability is 1/3. Hohum. Actually I can feel fear coursing through my veins right at this moment I'm so fffffscared. Keel me! Okay and I tried my luck at sailing and initially they were like ayokay then later they said they had 12 vacancies and I was the nice thirteenth person omg can die wtfux so I was pretty upset and all hahaha.

Then I went bag-hunting with Feltay after the huge cca catastrophe and like we each bought an num bag that costs $169 for one omg CRIES.

10:13 PM

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

WHAT IS CHINA?

Srsly I've no idea. I mean I have some, just the bad stuffs. Like dirty and smelly toilets and all? Yknow? Okay I'll crap up a few points because there's China Studs first thing in the morning tomorrow. It's actually quite a fun + rare subject although I write Chinese characters at the speed of............., and I'm appalled that the my prc friends can write them so quickly okay like understatement duh. Haha and we have like a lunwenxzxz of 3000-4000 words to do soon? Okay that scares me but I'm unwavered.

I'M DETERMINED.

I should start reading the wordy China page on Wikipedia (English) for a start and subscribe to LianHeZaoBao to read the China Section!!!!

And there's re-trials tomorrow SO ALL TEH BESTESTEST TO ME.

9:43 PM

Monday, January 07, 2008

HELLO I'M A SENTENCE AWAY FROM FINISHING MY FIRST GP JOURNAL HAHAHA.

WE HAVE THREE JOURNALS ANYWAY, AND I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO DURING THE HOLIDAYS? PLUS PARTICIPATE IN THE DISCUSSIONS WHICH I EVIDENTLY DID NOT.

Alright okay so Monday is here and is gonna be gone. I think China Studs won't be so bad afterall, the teacher is nice&nice-smelling! Hahaha and school ends pretty early on Mondays so yaye. And Zhiqian: PLEASE DON'T LEAVE 5C22 I know you dislike the class and all but. Idk how to phrase it. Don't x10000!

Anyway I like bought a new pair of Ponys a few days back to add to my cupboard. :D

8:49 PM

Sunday, January 06, 2008

I'm feeling so down now.

And I don't really wanna blog about orientation. It was quite fun actually but I'm not in the right mood. Who wants to read anyway?

I srsly hated today because I went for work and I was dying of ultimate boredom + I didn't get my pay as the auntie holding the key to the safe left already, so I was fricking pissed and bored stiff then. It's the last day of work already so please congratulate me I feel so free like a bird let out of its cage.

I'm so gonna get my pay tomorrow, I SWEAR. If not I'll just go on a Dobby rampage and I might assault&strangle people. Lessons are starting on Monday so I hope my life never reaches Monday. Never ever. I want to go shoe/bag hunting hello hello.

Is it me or is it that you're making me so confused/miserable?

I'm standing right here with my soul sucked out.

Hi I'm Felicia and I. Need. A. Slap. And. A. Fricking. Haircut.

12:20 AM

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

Hello today was like the start of my (pseudo) JC life in a fricking secondary school and we had orientation which wasn't too bad and I think that's all I'll say for today. And also, you make my day everyday.

10:57 PM

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Felicia studied in Dunman High School, loves elmo, is a major drama addict and is a cake lover. She has quit coffee even though she loves it.